Being outside, walking through a wood, or along a beach
and allowing God to speak through these things is something that I do. Usually
it’s more to do with stirring up a poem than a parable, and more recently it’s
about trying to earn a few Scottish Slimmers “checkercise” points having eaten
too much cake, or wolfed down a sharing sized packet of crisps without the
sharing part happening.
Yesterday I purposely parable-walked along part of the South
Loch Ness Trail. It’s not an ancient path. It’s possible that some form of the
path existed ages ago, and just maybe St Columba trod the forest trail in his
journey from Iona to Inverness.
Armed with sturdy trainers, a notebook and pen and a copy
of the instructions I headed off, stopping off every so often to list the
things my senses detected.
Tall trees, straight trunks swayed above my head. Shrubs,
ferns and thick bunches of flowers and moss covered fallen logs bordered the
path. Pine cones were scattered everywhere, open and empty of seeds. A few
lines from a Martin Luther King Speech came to mind
"If you can’t be a
pine at the top of the hill, be a shrub in the valley. But be the best little
shrub on the side of the hill. Be a bush if you can’t be a tree. If you can’t
be a highway, just be a trail. If you can’t be a sun, be a star. For it isn’t
by size that you win or fail. Be the best of whatever you are."
The route was marked by posts. It’s always nice to feel
secure that you are on the right path. One part of the walk takes in a minor
road and a hill into another patch of forest. It’s a long stretch without any
posts. It was easy to convince myself that I had somehow come off the path. Passing beside a couple of houses, a barn, a
field or two of crops, a tumble of stones, a field of horses, and climbing a
steep hill that became less of a minor road and more of a grassy path I saw the
marker post in the distance.
A couple of bike riders erupted from the path and wheeled
down the hill gleefully. They were the first people I had seen. The parable
walking sheet had said that it could be a communal thing – walking together, in
silence, then comparing notes at the end. There were prayers to be said and
readings to read aloud – but I skipped that. I like my own company, my own pace
of walking and the conversation I have in my head.
The wind was quite brisk. I stopped to admire a tall tree
with branches and leaves that bent with the wind. I took on a
tree-bending-with-the-wind pose and felt a little silly. It was Theresa May who
came to mind this time. I thought about how difficult the last week has been
for her and the barbs in the newspapers I have read. There may be a time for
being strong and safe but there’s also a time to bend. Without the bending comes
brokenness. Bending is not compromising. I might not be a people person either, but I’m not
a prime minister, I don’t need to turn up and give comfort to survivors but I would have done. She
needed to and didn’t.
I made it to the marker post, looked at my watch and the
grey clouds gathering. I had walked further than I intended to. Turning around
I retraced my steps. Why is it that the homeward journey always seems to take
less time?
I stopped beside the field of horses. Had I been my
sister I would have made encouraging clucking noises and held out a hand. The
horses would have recognised a friend and ambled over. She would have said, “Who’s
a lovely boy?” and they would have exchanged mobile phone numbers. I am not my
sister.
I was back in the forest, It was a quiete, peaceful place. I daresay it’s not so peaceful with one bug eating another
and plant life jostling over ground for sun-space, and underground for
root-space. The trees had enough room to grow. It was a managed forest – some trees
felled to give others the room they needed. I thought about my life and whether
it was managed enough. Was there too much crowding going on? Did I need to get
rid of a few things to allow the planting of new stuff?
I have often had a picture, on various forest walks, of
Jesus walking beside me. He would stop at one particular tree and run His hand
down the trunk, feeling the contours. He would look upwards, shield his eyes
perhaps from the sun, and notice the absence of branches most of the way up and
top of the tree with “beanie hat” of life. He would remind me that He was once
a carpenter.
“This is a lovely tree,” He’d say. “So straight and tall!
What could I do with the wood from this tree? I could make a door or a table. I
could frame a window or make a shelf. I could make a baby’s crib or a boat with
it. I would craft it to my purpose, smooth it down, polish it and run my finger
along the clear grain.”
He didn’t say it, but I knew that he wouldn’t make it
into a cross to nail someone to it. The picture usually stops at that point.
Yesterday, I had that same picture and conversation. Then
came the next part of the conversation.
He’d touched my arm, and look into my eyes.
“This is a wonderful woman,” He’d say. “So upright and full
of integrity! What could I do with a woman like her? I could make a teacher or
a preacher. I could make a prophet or a healer. I could make a warrior and a worshipper. So much I could do but I choose to make her a poet and through her words she is all of them. I will craft her to my purpose, smoothe and polish her and as
I run my finger along her clear grain I cannot help but smile.”
What a conversation to have!
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