Last night as I picked up my husband from work and turned
to drive down the hill back into town, the moon was there, all big and orange
and swathed in threads of cloud.
“The moon! The moon!” I said, excited. I tried to explain
how it was different from other moons. I told him that I would drop him off at
home, grab the camera and indulge in some moon chasing. By the time we got
home, however, the clouds were no longer threads across the sky but hulking
great masses of grey and spitting rain. The moon was hidden and the rain was
getting heavier.
I grabbed the camera, took a quick toilet stop, and
headed along the path around the housing estate. I wasn’t sure I could get a
big enough stretch of sky with no houses or street lights and decided to take
the picture of the moon through the trees. They were still in the bare winter
state, black naked skeletons again a bright moon. I had the camera lens on zoom
and the pictures – just two of them - looked atmospheric and spooky.
I was reminded of a poem I had written last month prompted by another poem “The Moons” by Grevel
Lindop. I love these two lines from the
poem.
How many times did
you call me from the house,
or from my desk to
the window, just to see?
On first reading I thought it was the moon calling the
poet from the house or from the desk. Looking at the moon seems almost a waste of time. I have moments when I feel nature is
calling me to go outside, to switch off the TV or leave the laptop behind. In
this poem it’s another person. He responds by writing a poem, seeing as he
can’t string a necklace of moon glimpses. He was called away from his desk, his
place of work, to glimpse at the moon. It’s almost as if the work at the desk
has become all-consuming, urgent and necessary.
Last night as I zoom-lensed in on the moon, I thought
about my poem “Wasting Time” and the first verse in particular.
come and waste time with me, my love
stand beside me and see the moon
leave those pressing things behind for
tomorrow’s moon is not this one
How much we miss
when we don’t allow ourselves to be called away from what seems important to do
something that seems trivial.
How much we miss
too when we don’t surround ourselves with people who will call us away from the
desk.
I really thought
about the phrase “waste time with me”. We live in a world where wasting time is
frowned upon. “Efficient” is becoming a horrible word for me. I like the
extravagance behind the idea of wasting something.
Yesterday’s moon isn’t today’s moon. Some of these
wasting time experiences are just one off opportunities. They don’t turn up day
after day. If we miss them – we miss them. There are some things that ought
to be unmissable!
Jesus promised He had come to give life in all of its
fullness:=
“I
have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” John
10:10.
I have a friend in God who drags me away
from the desk to waste time with Him chasing the moon. I might not think to
chase anything if God did not stir up the adventures in me.
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