I suppose I have always thought of the
wolf lying down with the lamb not in a literal sense. I have tended to see in
as the church family with all its personalities, getting on together, showing
unity and working hard to submit the tendency to dominate or terrorise others, to
God. I have known too may wolves in the church family and too many lambs. Sad
to say, I might have given up any utopian vision of a world living in peace and
harmony.
There must have been a time before the
Fall, before the serpent, Eve and the fruit eating event when the hunter and
hunted didn’t exist. There was a time when there was no eat or be eaten
mind-set in animals or in people. Venus fly traps didn’t trap flies once upon a
time. Spiders wove webs to show off their creativity, not to catch insects.
I’ve also thought about seeing it as all
the complex bits of a single person living in peace and harmony with
themselves. I love the word “integrity”. A dictionary defines it as “the state
of being whole and undivided.” When all the bits of me fit together properly, and
there are not broken bits or drifting bits, just a single whole – that’s what I
would like to be. It’s a challenge for any single individual or a community or
a nation – to be whole and unified, not broken into bits.
Malcom Guite’s advent anthology “Waiting
on the Word” contains a poem by David Greive - “Advent Good Wishes”. The poet
speaks to the wolf and the lamb. The wolf is told not to stop roaring but to
roar about thing that matter like justice for the poor. The lamb is told not to
fear because the Messiah is on their side.
Part of our problem, as individuals or communities,
lies in not saying anything to the wolf or the lamb at all. We don’t tell the wolf to
change its roar direction. We don’t tell the lamb that there’s someone on its
side. We don’t speak at all and our silence gives approval to whatever
injustices are there. The wolf keeps eating the lamb and the lambs keep living
in fear and no one tells them there’s a different way to live. We accept as
normal the things that were never meant to be so.
What is the wolf in me that I am not telling
it to turn its roar into a cry for justice for the poor? I want things my way.
I want my advantages. Sometimes I roar at the wrong people to get what I want.
What is the lamb in me that I’m not
reminding it about God’s converting grace and the Messiah that saves me from
jeopardy? I allow myself to be terrorised by the people with all the power. I
flinch when I should be facing up to people and situations that make me cower.
I was looking out of the window not so long ago. The day
had been bright and sunny. The afternoon had clouded over. Evening had darkened. The half-glass-empty
bit of me wondered if in one day I had glimpsed what my year might look like. A
beginning followed by a clouding over and ending in darkness. I’m not up for
that.
It is time to start talking to the wolves and the lambs
and the leopards and the goats. I’m not that clear yet on what we ought to be
telling them but silence won’t do.
To the wolf in me
I say roar at injustice
And not at the lamb
To the lamb in me
I say God is on your side
And roar with the wolf
To the wolf in me
I say roar at injustice
And not at the lamb
To the lamb in me
I say God is on your side
And roar with the wolf
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