I’m thinking about what I will buy as a house warming
present. It has been a while since any
of my friends have moved anywhere. We
are a settled bunch.
When my husband and I moved into our first house we were
given a Visitor’s Book for people to sign.
It seemed to be the essential thing a house needed in the early days
when the church was first planted in the late 1980s. Everyone’s home had one.
I am not sure that there wasn’t some kind of unspoken competition going on. Not just how many visitors, or how often they signed the book but also the “who”. There were people who rated higher than others. There might have been bonus points for unknown names – the true strangers who could have been angels in disguise, as against the usual names who couldn’t possibly angels at all! I don’t know where our visitor’s book is.
I am not sure that there wasn’t some kind of unspoken competition going on. Not just how many visitors, or how often they signed the book but also the “who”. There were people who rated higher than others. There might have been bonus points for unknown names – the true strangers who could have been angels in disguise, as against the usual names who couldn’t possibly angels at all! I don’t know where our visitor’s book is.
I am vaguely thinking about buying my friend a visitor’s
book. Will they see it as a hint that we
want to be invited round? Will they see
something implied in it that I don’t think they are sociable enough? I just
might go with a potted plant instead.
Day 22 with Bonhoeffer is all about community. (It’s actually Day 26 if we’re counting from
the day I signed up to the studies but, as ever, I’m in catch-up mode.) He
reminds me that God never designed me to be a solitary figure but always in
community. Bonhoeffer doesn’t know that
I have a hermit mentality but, it he did, he would still be telling me that I
need to be in community. God’s heart has
always been for a people, not merely a single person. Christ’s body is BODY not body part. In the beginning in Genesis God said that it
wasn’t good for man to be alone and created companionship and helpers. He expects us to be our brother’s keeper. We
support and are supported by our Cristian community.
I don’t know about you, but sometimes I think that people
just get in the way. God and I get along
really well together. When it is just
the two of us out fellowship is sweet.
It’s people that throw the spanner into the works. I was birthed as a Christian into self-sufficiency. I am the spiritual equivalent to a South
American big city street kid who knows how to survive. Making connections,
interdependency, relying on or trusting others, or have them relying on or
trusting me doesn’t sit easily with me.
Community is good for me because it forces my gaze away from myself and
puts it on God and on other people. It gives me the opportunity to be
responsible for others and to speak truth into their lives. It’s important to know that other people have
my back and take responsibility for looking after me.
Community is more than just a group of people in the same
place. We can be like marbles in the
same jar, making a lot of noise as we connect – but we remain unchanged. We are
still the same ball of glass we were when we began. Better, said someone, to be grapes – bruised by
the contact, bleeding juice and staining one another with our encounters. Our
willingness to surrender and to give ourselves to others is what makes the
Christian community unique. We need to
give what we can’t really afford to give but give it anyway, give because we
can’t really afford to hang on to what can meet another’s need and not waiting
to some personal disaster in a person’s life to begin to give.
Next week our church is planning a day retreat at the Abriachan
Forest classroom. We were there around
about this time last year. We will be spending the day together being
community. We strive not to make it a
highly organised affair and want to balance assigning hours and minutes to one
activity or another with just a walk in the forest and time spent chilling out
and talking.
I intend to be a grape and not a marble.
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